Ciaossu!!
I swear i have the wierdest dreams.
Really.
It's not safe to say some of them here though. :p
I think somebody used inception on me.
I remember i used to dream of dinosaurs chasing me after watching Jurrasic Park.
Yes, everytime it shows on channel 5, that dream will appear.
They will invade my school and force me into some dark cave. :(
Especially T-Rex! Rawr!
Oh and i spammed dl a lot of albums yesterday!
Daddy must be super happy :)
Narsha, Se7en, FTI, Boa, Wheesung. :)
OMG i haven't done any work yet. :/
Still got so much work to do. Haiz.
Need to start prioritizing my time already.
But it's okay.
I'm not troubled anymore :)
Giving up wasn't easy, but it wasn't difficult either. :)
Ciaossu!!
As most of you would have known, i changed my blogskin (again).
Dun think i'm gonna change alr.
I'm gonna get a nosebleed sooooon... So will Marcus. :p
Anyway, PE we had to learn to dance for PE lesson.
Super embarrassing la.. But later when all do together it was better.
There was this weird arts appreciation programme today.
The performances were all damn weird..
Got wad square, bell dance etc.
And the square dance was especially weird...
Cos we can actually see the outline of...
ok nvm :)
Vulgar things start with P.
PW, PT, etc.
Haha i think i have obtained some temporary solstice.
I seem to have found my old self again!
Not gonna let you trouble me no more.
This song is over.
Ok off to chiong homework!
Ciaossu!!
Hmm.
Tomorrow had econs from 9 to 12.30.
Apparently Eli said that it was supposed to be 8 hours but he cannot book for so long. -.-
Siao one.
Went through econs concept, quite helpful actually.
At least now i sorta understand how to do essay..
Went to Bukit Timah food centre with Da Tou, Charmaine and Sharon to eat, after waiting for SOMEBODY for 1 hour. -.-
Ate Carrot Cake + 菜饭. ^^
Quite nice, except Carrot cake super salty..
Da Tou ate 1 bowl of Mee Pok, 1 plate of PRawn Noodle and 1 plate of Carrot cake!! 0.0
ZAI.
No wonder u so fat. :p
Da tou decided to pangseh them. So bad right.
HAHA oh ya bendaye went to buy beyblade launcher!
And some malay kids saw him and said: "Beyblade???" ROFL!!
Haha jefferson damn epic today.
D...I...L...D... __
Ciaossu!!
Argh i'm gona change my blogskin le.
Getting tired of this haha :D
SO MUCH WORK. SO LITTLE TIME.
I NEED TO STOP SLACKING GRRR...
Oh today was quite fun haha
Ran around like a headless chicken during PE,
slept during econs.
Damn i'm like sleeping in every lecture already.
Where is the hardworking Toh Donson??? I need to find you!
Went to student lounge to meet Damien for 'Econs'.
Ended up watching Pui San playing Neopets LOL.
And listening to song! I like my job as a fanboy. :D
Discovered a nice game during Contact and Leadership!
Haha the mouse thingy game damn fun!
Hmm i feel like getting an ipod touch. My phone memory not enough for my songss. >.<
I can't even put tok tok tok into my phone. :(
Ok off to do econs. Hope i can finish. :)
Ciaossu!!
Grr so much work to do (again).
Will probably be sacrificing maths (again).
Floorballholic was super tiring!
3 days of extra PT moving the benches up and down, here to there.
Whole body aching after doing all the menial work.
Haha had a bit of fun with bendaye and Joshua on the trolley.
Wednesday:
For floorballholic i represented some team.
'Girl Power' i think...
ALMOST QUALIFIED! Damn.
Scored twice! Played quite well i think..
Also, The hookers advanced!
:)
Thursday:
Was appointed timekeeper and score-taker.
Made some mistakes though.
Thursday was quite boring in my opinion.
Nothing much happened, apart from KRJ being knocked out. LOL!!
Damn sad man ttw and bendaye.
Friday:
Played for Dat's team.
Stood there like a statue for the round-of-16 game._.
What a waste of my talent.
Anyway, conceded a horrendous goal.
The ball freaking bounced over my stick.
Feel so guilty for letting that one in.
Everyone was like, laughing. Fuckers.
BUT i made up for it by scoring a nice goal.
Kinda fluke actually, just flicked the ball over their heads and scored from my court.
HEE!!!
Today:
Training at RP as usual.
Nth much.
YAY EPL SEASON HAS KICKED OFF!
Ting Wei join our head to head league!
FPL ftw! :)
Ciaossu!!
Quite long nvr update le cos i was lazy.
Ok anyway, went out with ys, Bendaye and ttw!
TTW STOP BEING LATE CAN!
I dun care if u got eom! Just cum on time! XD
Haha went to watch Salt.
Actually wanted to watch avatar, but left all front row seats >.<
Salt was quite nice actually.
I liked how the plot keep changing.
But it got a little messy near the end of the movie.
And the ending was too abrupt.
We were like waiting for something exciting... then suddenly the thing end. =.=
Then after the moovie we walked around aimlessly
but in the end decided to go timezone.
Wa timezone really scam ppl one.
Go in like not even 1 hour wasted 20 dollars. Pain...
We nvr maximize consumer surplus so we fail as consumers. Haiz.
Then went to popular dunno for wad.
Bendaye was so mesmerized by the Beyblade that he went to buy.
Then me and ys were like: "We dun know him..." LOL!!! XD
Haiz.
I thought something happened to my mum, cos she went out for supeeeerr long.
Make me hungry waiting for my breakfast.
When she finally came back, well..
What she said shocked me.
She didn't scold me or anything.
Just wanted to find out exactly what happened.
Haiz.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change
[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
Ciaossu!!
Today we had 'bimbo day' where everyone was supposed to act bimbo.
It obviously failed cos nobody was bimboing around.
Never prank Mr Eli also.
haiz dunno why he target me also.
Keep telling me to do things for him.
Maybe he wants to get close to me.
Maybe. LOLOLOL.
And i had to cut my hair today. -.-
LOL i still remember the LOVERHOLIC ROBOTRONIC. HAHAHAHA
Next time i do again :p
It shall be my zhao pai dong zuo. HAHAHA :D
Ciaossu!!
Haiz still got a pile of homework.
Most of it is on PW.
Gonna do it later.
Watching anime now :)
Grr.
Sometimes, I just feel tired.
Especially now. I'm tired of feeling this way.
Tired of feeling like shit.
Tired of everything around me,
Tired of going to school.
True, school can cheer me up, especially with these friends around me. :)
Haiz. I'm so confused.
I don't know what i'm feeling, what i'm doing.
Why is it so difficult to decidde?
I thought i had done it, but it seems like i failed.
It's taking a toll on me.
"One minute i held the key, next the walls closed on me."
Thats how i feel now.
Damn I hate it when i'm in this unproductive mood.
